Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Hey ppl
Here is ten reasons y darren sux
1.Darren is actr cute
2.Darren is eewen's ex
3.Darren likes ruiqi
4.Darren is Zhuai
5.Darren is xialan
6.Darren is gay
7.Darren is les
8.Darren Xialan
9.Darren is Logan
10Darren is wolverine
it got me home
10:44 PM
Hey Ppl
Cl o-level orals tomorrow haha
yup school has reopened....guess wat missed all the last 16 matches
damn....haha yup.....school has reopened..that's why
the fews days have been really fun yup haha
it was really crazy man doing all the crazy stuuf for the first three days hehe
well it seems that everyone went mad after being away from each other from too long haha
yup came back for football....hahah scored lots and dribbled lots wahaha...aftera holiday deprived from daily football...yay seems that the fitness training i had was useful hehe
yeah but well everything is going really well except for the fact that me and her are strangers again......well after nine months of building up our realtionship
it all came crashing down agian....we are now strangers again....juz like b4
well we made a promise....to remain as good frens
well....sorry to say.....all we are are sms frens now
we won't even look at each other now and u tell me we are frens
soory its not easy.....even a simple hi can never materialize...all u do is smile....
it can't alwaes be me taking the initiative...its alwaes been like that...i hate that
when i ts all one sided....i detest it now that i realize wat i had been all along to you
do i really matter to u?if i do y do u never seem to care....u asked me y do i dissapear from your life for so many days....u wana know y?....cos u dissapeared too.....u neva blamed me....cos simply....its only every once in a while that u realize i'm gone
yup....it all feels like a one man mission then...its fortunatne i still have my brothers....
yup they make my life so much betta....brotherhood!!!!
that's all for today
Kudos To brotherhood!
~LEGENDston~
it got me home
3:49 AM
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Hey Ppl~~~
Last two days of holidays liaoz
hehe how to spend it ne?well i'm gonna pia finish holiday hw! yay! lame shit
world cup last 16 ooo yea...4 those people who haven't stock up on ya world cup snacks betta do
cos this is where its exciting!!!Pulsating!!yeah....u may even end up throwing ya food out of the window....yup prepare a wig too if u have weak hair...u may end up bald from pulling your hair in frustration...yeah and get those facial masks to give ya a fresh look...and dun forget to take lots of leave from work....well if u are lucky enough...u may have a boss hu pontangs work too or teacher or wateva haha
yup....haha today chatted with her haha
its great we are on chatting terms again.....i neva wana see her sad or guilty
well shld i hate her for shattering my dreams or care for her cos she needs a caring fren more than anyone else...i chose the second one....all i need is a strong front maybe over time i will get over her haiz who knows
let time tell the story
School Is COMING!DAMN!
~LEGENDston~
it got me home
8:01 AM
Friday, June 23, 2006
Hey Ppl
I'm Back......
Forget bout the last post thingy
time could heal
yeas its proven...i'm happy once again heheh
yeah....but i'm sad....u noe why.........cos holidays are ending lolz
yup thankfully there was world cup and frens to help me got throught this hard times
special thanks to...
and many others more thnx people u all rock man
haha now that i'm back in business....i've been busy training for NUS match
regardless on whether if its gonna happen
hahha yup now to everyone in the world......me and peiyu are good frens now
haha thos stupid things i said and done well...a moment of folly haha
yup i caused unneccessary sadness to her...i'm sorry
hehe yup poeple i'm happy agian
yup so long people
THE MAN IS BACK.....
~LEGENDston~
it got me home
8:19 AM
Friday, June 16, 2006
to whom it may concern
thnx for the message ystd
well it seems like a fairy tale is gonna end for me
...it was hard...playing the fool....i was in u were not
seems that wat i dreamt of was wat ya avoided
now the thing is clear
i still want your care concern and frenship
is it possible?...for u maybe...hu knows?
for me i have resentment and bitterness flowing inside myblood
a once warm blooded kid now a man with bitter icicles in the veins
i was hoping u can feel it....i wan u to talk to me but i hate talking to you
someone save me from this cruel bitterness inside me
maybe time will melt the coldness of me but how do we counter bitterness?
it seems that i want to forget u but is it ever possible?
well these past 9 months was really a roller coaster ride....i've been taken high and been sent back crashing down again...wonder y life is so brutal to a person's mind and body
maybe wat i need to do is to forget abt it and be strong
a strong front? nothing but a facade od nothing....an empty shell of a human
well yup life has been fair
well yesterday was certainly one hell of a day......it was a really really happy day but it juz turned bad...really bad...a crazy roller coaster ride...yup a great time u picked for the message..anw the sooner the betta...so that i would not be the fool anymore
u told me:believe in god....16 yrs.....well i'm still me...a hopeless life
have i seen the light?....trying...but never.
maybe something's are really not meant to be.....last night i stayed up....i was thinking
straighten up u r a man dude!....yup a man who have every ounce of confidence and pride drained out of him.
you said to be frens...easy to sayFRIEND!
but no matter how i try...i noe i look at u with hatred sadness bitterness behind that friendliness
the closest strangers in the world.....to the days when i was i...you were you.
i wld want to salvage this situation...give me time...time heals
If time is not enough...it doesn't matter....maybe i will never see you again after this year
and maybe in the future...we may crossroads...by then we wld be erased from each other's minds......living our own lives
well life is in our hands it depends how we use it...juz want to tell u this much
The lAst Signing Off,
~LEGENDston~
it got me home
3:40 AM
Thursday, June 08, 2006
Hey People!
Yay this blog is alive again hehe
tag tag tag!
oooo yeah....guess wat i've been hit but the world cup fevaa
go netherlands.....yeah...when will singapore ever make it to the world cup?
hahah omg gonna miss the opening game :'(
will be on a bus to redang to resume my beach boy lifestyle...yeah
will any kind soul pls send me updates pls pls pls
yawns hols are so boring haha
school is great man
luv school like a lot haha
miss the crazy people
will be graduating soon
so sad!haiz 3 months haiz
will miss u people...i'm sure i wld
hehe that's all folks
Signing Off
~LEGENDston~
it got me home
6:22 AM
