Tuesday, September 30, 2008
hey
to the ppl whom i care for, and for those who cared for me
couping myself at home made me realize how much i have been neglecting the outside world
yeah, the dancers, the brothers, my class mates, juniors, rugby boys
man its tough whn uy know the next 48 days are gonna be the same or even worse
stressed, tired and so tied down, no breaking freee
u tend to wonder, how standard singaporeans life is
yeah so to all of u, juz wana let u all know
tht i'll be back, 48 days later
wait for the fun
rmb the fun and look forward to then fun we are gonna have
once or twice u might slip from my mind but the thing is tht, i'll neva forget those of u , whom i have had awesome times with
there are days tht i fear of losing like i have lost before, losing frens, losing brothers and losing touch so i want to make sure tht none of u all lose me and i'll try to be there as much as i can
occasionally i play my memories, closing my eyes and enjoying the replay of my life
we wun live like this anymore, cos we have all grown up, but hey im glad it happened
i was thinking or rather optimistic tht heaven wld be a place where u get a really nice house or hmm maybe a sancutary, resort kinda thing with all ur frens at their happiest times, cool eh haha hey i m crossing my fingers man, who knows
yeah dun worry, i wun be dying so soon, even if i do i m gald tht is had known all of u all
cos its u all tht remind me its a joy to be alive and tht good things wld come to those who wait
and if u feel the same, i know i am lucky to be rmbed by u as well
ppl dun give up cos since we had already come so far and lost so much
its nt worth losing it to our own demons
lets take our obstacles in life in our hand and throw them behind
fight on ppl, and see u all soon
CHILL =]
it got me home
8:03 AM
